MY FIRST BRUSH WITH INSANITY

You ever have a brush with insanity? I remember when I first met this particular aide of the mind. I was about 6 years old, the year was 1985. I use to love to watch cartoons on Sunday mornings. I was a morning person and the youngest in my home, so being up early was almost a requirement. I was really heavy into action cartoons but I had a soft spot for Warner Brothers classics. I remember one Sunday morning in 1985 very well because what I saw gave me the feeling that it was okay to think beyond normal, and into the insane.

The cartoon I saw was called Porky in Wackyland, that cartoon was a gem of insanity that saw Porky fly into some sort of crazy world in search of the one and only Do Do. I thought this was some cutting edge stuff. This world known as Wackyland was the first visual psychedelic world that was visual to society. This short was crafted in 1938 and it became something of a hit, with children and parents. The thing is that this cartoon was a serious step into surrealism.

Surrealism, to me, is something of a state of insanity. Visually speaking this cartoon was a trip to insanity for me. I did not understand this cartoon and I hated the fact that it had no anvils, pianos, that it had cartoony qualities whatsoever. Weeks later I would see things in clouds and come up with stories about the world in general. I was an oddball of sort because I could see more than He Man or other trendy characters.

I wondered if I was crazy for feeling this way, but I realized years later that I was not crazy. This cartoon introduced me to insanity, a friend and aide. When it's properly controlled and reigned in, insanity is a special friend. Thanks Porky, I owe you for that special day.

AMANDA PLEASE!

It's really sad to see where Amanda Bynes is at these days, especially when you consider she seemed to be so well put together for a former child star. Recently Amanda was caught causing a scene on board a private jet, she was trying to use google as a valid form of ID. What's really sad about this is that Amanda Bynes was one of those child stars that slowly matured and over the balance of her career she seemed to have a firm grip on reality.

Now you fast forward a few years and after retirements, comebacks, DUI arrests and arrests for illegal possession, you have someone mirroring the life of Lindsey Lohan. It's sad to see people with talent waste their potential and their gifts with drugs, alcohol and scandal. Amanda Bynes latest arrest actually reveals that she has a new calling card.

If you ever watched The Amanda Show you'll remember that the final credit of the show would roll with an "Amanda please" voice over, that was the last thing you heard. Her new calling card is " Do you know who I am?" Twice this week Amanda has been quoted as asking people that particular question. Maybe Amanda is asking because she has forgotten who she is or maybe she misses who she used to be.

Amanda Bynes was once touted as an incarnation of Lucille Ball given her talents for physical and wholesome comedy. It's fair to say she's become a cross between Lindsey Lohan and Amy Winehouse and she will more than likely end up like Zsa Zsa Gabor after she slapped an officer in Beverly Hills. While this is a sad situation it speaks to the fact that some people are not equipped to handle success early and at any point.